Table of Contents
   Introductionp. xi
   Once a King, Always a Kingp. 1
   Career Changep. 9
   Josie's Wayp. 15
   Fearp. 27
   Cocaine Againp. 37
   The First Blessingp. 53
   Doing Timep. 75
   Almost Freep. 93
   Work Releasep. 103
   New Beginningp. 117
   A Different Kind of Girlp. 137
   There Is Such a Thing as Friendshipp. 155
   Loversp. 177
   A New Planp. 187
   Welcome to Dallasp. 203
   Is This Love?p. 215
   Maybe We Can Try Againp. 229
   Release of Painp. 243
   Changesp. 265
   Here and Nowp. 273
   For Those at Riskp. 285