| Introduction | p. xi | |
| Once a King, Always a King | p. 1 | |
| Career Change | p. 9 | |
| Josie's Way | p. 15 | |
| Fear | p. 27 | |
| Cocaine Again | p. 37 | |
| The First Blessing | p. 53 | |
| Doing Time | p. 75 | |
| Almost Free | p. 93 | |
| Work Release | p. 103 | |
| New Beginning | p. 117 | |
| A Different Kind of Girl | p. 137 | |
| There Is Such a Thing as Friendship | p. 155 | |
| Lovers | p. 177 | |
| A New Plan | p. 187 | |
| Welcome to Dallas | p. 203 | |
| Is This Love? | p. 215 | |
| Maybe We Can Try Again | p. 229 | |
| Release of Pain | p. 243 | |
| Changes | p. 265 | |
| Here and Now | p. 273 | |
| For Those at Risk | p. 285 |