Table of Contents
   Prologuep. 1
   The Painp. 11
   The Hospitalp. 17
   Out of Nowherep. 23
   Eben IVp. 25
   Underworldp. 29
   An Anchor to Lifep. 33
   The Spinning Melody and the Gatewayp. 38
   Israelp. 42
   The Corep. 45
   What Countsp. 50
   An End to the Downward Spiralp. 59
   The Corep. 68
   Wednesdayp. 74
   A Special Kind of NDEp. 76
   The Gift of Forgettingp. 80
   The Wellp. 87
   N of 1p. 89
   To Forget, and to Rememberp. 95
   Nowhere to Hidep. 97
   The Closingp. 102
   The Rainbowp. 105
   Six Facesp. 108
   Final Night, First Morningp. 111
   The Returnp. 115
   Not There Yetp. 120
   Spreading the Newsp. 124
   Homecomingp. 126
   The Ultra-Realp. 129
   A Common Experiencep. 131
   Back from the Deadp. 136
   Three Campsp. 140
   A Visit to Churchp. 147
   The Enigma of Consciousnessp. 149
   A Final Dilemmap. 162
   The Photographp. 165
   Eterneap. 172
   Acknowledgmentsp. 173
   Reading Listp. 177
   Statementp. 183
   Neuroscientific Hypotheses I Considered to Explain My Experiencep. 185
   Indexp. 189