| Introduction | p. 3 | |
| Brothers | p. 7 | |
| Hidden in Plain Sight | p. 25 | |
| Brick City | p. 43 | |
| Love Hurts | p. 53 | |
| Dying for Love | p. 75 | |
| Baby Love | p. 95 | |
| Clubbing | p. 117 | |
| The Fear Factor | p. 133 | |
| The Fish Bowl | p. 150 | |
| Russian Roulette | p. 161 | |
| No Air | p. 172 | |
| Killing us Softly | p. 183 | |
| Reaching Out | p. 195 | |
| Unexpected Twists | p. 206 | |
| Afterword | p. 227 | |
| Acknowledgments | p. 233 | |
| Bibliography | p. 239 |