Table of Contents
   Prologuep. 1
   Flowers Amidst the Ashesp. 7
   We Must Go Onp. 25
   For the Communityp. 43
   English, I Don't Know!p. 61
   Bi Bi Girlp. 81
   I Am Your Illusion, Your Reality, Your Futurep. 97
   Grits and Suship. 117
   I Cut across Borders as If They Have No Meaningp. 135
   Victims No Morep. 155
   American Girl in Asiap. 175
   Found in Translationp. 193
   Epiloguep. 211
   Notesp. 221
   Recommended Readingsp. 229
   About the Authorp. 235